Ok, so is anyone getting annoyed at my calorie counting blog yet????
I think I am.
So I'm not going to do it anymore.
I'm still continuing on my Six Week Plan, but does anyone really care what I am actually eating all day long? Probably not.
I still want the accountability, so I will be checking in regularly to let you know how things are going.
I still will be weighing in on Mondays.
I will still be sticking to my exercise schedule.
I will still share my successes and confessions.
If anyone is still actually reading this blog...thanks for being such a trooper.
For today, I actually have a huge success to share. After days and nights of helping my grandparents move, I have been absolutely spent at the end of each day. Tonight, I was home alone in the house, exhausted, still a bit stressed from the day's work, and I wanted a soda REALLY BADLY. I even walked out to the garage to get a Mt. Dew out of the fridge. I thought, "Oh it doesn't even matter. Nobody cares. I don't even really care that much." I walked all the way out there then thought, "If I drink this, I'm going to have to confess it on my blog." (Lol) And then I thought, "I don't have to blog about it. I could just drink it and not tell anyone." And then I thought, "No, I can't do that. That defeats the whole purpose." Then I walked back into the kitchen and remember a non-caffeinated soda we have in the kitchen fridge. "This one doesn't have caffeine in it. It doesn't even count. I just want something with a little fizz." I picked it up, unscrewed the lid, and then screwed it back on and put it back in the fridge. I grabbed a glass out of the cupboard and filled it up with ice water. I drank the whole glass without one breath. I filled it up again and kept drinking. I kept drinking water until I didn't want soda anymore.
I'm telling you, I feel like an addict.
But I held strong.
I didn't do it.
I didn't drink on sip, though everything in me just wanted to.